decided interpretations of my personality
I’ve come to these conclusions:
- I’m polite when I first meet people. Like, really polite. Friendly and cordial, of course… but sometimes to the point of being overly nice, even. So nice that later I’m like “Man, why were so nice to that person? You don’t even know them!” Sometimes I’m nervous and self concious, depending on who this person is. And this makes me not only overly nice, but I may also throw in some stupid nervous laughter or say things that just really aren’t that funny… and then end up feeling like, “whoa I’ve just blown that one, they probably think I’m total geek!”
- I take comfort in those who stick around… and see beyond the flighty overly hyper super nice girl that they meet that first time. And then when I really get to know someone… somehow I think I seem smarter and funnier…. and the best part is that the silly parts of me start to come out. Silly, playful, adventurous and ! And sure – you might see speckles of that… but I am too polite to really let it loose. That just takes getting to know me.
